Monday morning
I pull in to my spot,
the secretary
who parks next to me
is sitting in her car.
She's good at her job,
organized and efficient,
parks straight.
She opens her door
just as I exit mine,
and emerges slowly, unfolds
as if from a cocoon.
How was your weekend?
I ask, noticing right away
something is wrong.
I hurt my foot, she says,
was propped up all weekend,
got nothing done.
She steps out daintily,
stands off-kilter for a moment,
then begins to hobble,
one foot en pointe
light as a ballet dancer's,
the other planted to the ground.
We walk together
awkwardly syncopated
I struggle to match her
up and down tempo
and she feels it.
You go on ahead, she says,
I can't walk any faster.
But I don't, I stay with her,
and don't ask how it happened,
the details don't matter.
Instead, I think
of all the injustices
in the world
the inequalities,
the homelessness and hunger.
I hope you had someone
to cook for you this weekend
I say, in jest.
No, she says,
no one loves me,
and laughs.
How about you, she asks,
her voice weakened,
the effort apparent as she works
to make conversation,
how was your weekend?
Watched the big game, I answer,
on TV,
my mind conjuring the image
of oversized brutes in battle gear
pounding each other repeatedly
ritualistically
to gain chalk-marked ground
toward an endzone.
I see the hordes in the stands
in their colourful numbered jerseys,
fists raised,
waving banners with insignias,
the chaotic hollering and hunger
as if something important
had to happen, something
wanted desperately,
some even praying for it,
a touchdown.
I hold the office door open
for my limping co-worker
to begin our workday
watch it squeeze shut gradually
behind us as we enter,
and my arms
suddenly feel weightless as wings,
my heart flutters and fills with warmth
for all the stupid people
and their misplaced passion,
all the love in the world
stored away
waiting to be unlocked
and ignited with a match
like a room full of TNT.
Ahh, the poetry of everyday interactions ... and the small, private sufferings that we each carry around with us ... and our inability to truly empathize with our fellow person ...
ReplyDeleteBut rather than continuing to ponder these ideas, it's Sunday and I am going to turn on the football game.
Is there really such a thing as ‘every day’ interactions?
DeleteAre you a fan of Jean-Paul Sartre?
ReplyDeleteI’ve read some Sartre. Nausea. Being and Nothingness. It spoke to me in university. Not sure how much it would resonate with me today.
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