Wednesday, October 26, 2022

Can you be a poet

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Can you be a poet

if you haven't 

published a poem?

Can you be a painter

if you haven't 

sold a painting?


Publisher says no!

Gallery owner says no!


But I have eyes

to see

and a mouth

to speak


and words

and images

in my head

and heart

a poem 

a painting


my body my blood

my beauty my being


I say yes

and yes


chorus of boos.

Friday, October 14, 2022

October

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For Arleen z"l


I remember

that mid-August day 

we climbed up from the road

and you said you liked this spot

because of the view,

the sun behind us

cast flickering veils of light

across the slopes of Mt. Royal, 

the green grass shimmered

like curtain velvet,

and the grey gravestones 

lit-up in uniform rows

like seats at a theatre -


you said this way

you'll come to visit 

once in a while,

and you were right

especially in October

when the trees are dancing

their burlesque,

a breezy yellow, orange, 

and red striptease 

(did you know already 

that you would be gone on the 18th?)

you loved stories

with a dramatic 

denouement,

and to laugh

before punch lines;


I still have the photos 

from that day showing you

posing on your just-bought plot,

looking too skinny,

like a fashion model

because they think 

the camera

adds ten pounds.

We joked around,

had no idea the weight

of the moment

when the shutter snapped.

I have regrets:


I wasn't attentive enough.

One always attends

to the place that hurts

the most, so these days

I come back often,

the view helps,

leave a rock.

Saturday, October 8, 2022

It Means

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It means 

something 

but I'm not sure 

something else

something

our thoughts 

connect

I'm sitting on the couch

seeing you 

through the doorframe

on your computer

at the kitchen table

your concentrated face haloed

by the screen's soft electric light

and melamine

it means something

is it love

whatever that means

is it

a memory

a scene from a painting

by Vermeer

the layers

associations

the veneer

it means something

the world

is a room of clues

representations

for words for feelings

or incidental rhymes

of mind or

it just is

like two bodies 

orbiting 

and the moving tide

the sea

see

I get it

nothing lasts.

Saturday, October 1, 2022

Dart

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A game's geometric loveliness

becomes something greater

echoingly earth-shatteringly so,

orbitally small as the electron

and expansive as a planet's clockwork

movement round its thermo-nuclear star,

as new as science and as old and banal 

as bows and arrows, as paradoxical 

as Zeno's condensed notion of time

and as mythical and omnipresent 

as Orion's constellation or 


a tiny projectile pointed 

at a multi-petalled board

numbered one to twenty 

blossom-mounted on a wall

target for a neighbourhood pub pastime

of beer-swilling blokes 

backwards counting from 501

becoming metaphoric 

for out-of-this-world pursuits;


NASA aerospace engineers 

counting backwards 

from 10 to lift-off

and forwards to a future of planetary defense,

a remedy the dumb as dirt dinosaurs 

couldn't muster sixty-six million years ago, 

but we homosapiens, cleverest of the apes,

imagined and made true 

at a cost of billions: 

the Double Asteroid Redirection Test 

nudging Dimorphos the orbiting moonlet 

of asteroid Didymos seven million miles away

like a needle striking a spinning pinhead

from two meters thirty-seven 

blindfolded

bullseye


on screen

a telemetric soundless satellite crash 

heartwarming cheers and back slaps 

for a job well done,

knees up knees up ee-aye-ee-aye-oh


hope

for the inhabitants of one insignificant

floating mote in the Milky Way

one cliché disaster film sequel 

averted.