In the dream
the train we are on slows
to approach the station.
We hear the rhythmic
clacking of tracks
underneath our feet
like a faltering pulse.
We are together in the railcar
you, me, our children,
our family
and small circle of closest friends,
everyone we know and love.
The air is thick
with inevitability.
We don’t speak.
Wheels grind, the railcar jolts
to a shrieking halt.
Doors slide open,
I exit onto the platform,
without a word, alone.
It is white, antiseptic.
I face the doors of the railcar,
watch as they seal,
glimpse you through the window.
It’s as if you haven’t noticed
that I’m gone. You’re mind
is on your destination.
The train starts to slide
away.
I don’t react.
I don’t know where I am
but it doesn’t matter.
It’s enough for me
to know that you are safe.