Saturday, April 22, 2023

National Poetry Month

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The dread

of March's Ides

slides into April Fools'

and a four week stretch ending

with tax dead-

line day,

what's not to love

about National Poetry Month

an anual celebration 

spanning life's absurdity 

and certainty.

I think it was Camus

who said

I'd kill myself

if it made any more sense

than living (I paraphrase)

and anyway

it's spring

and sure as rain

flowers will bloom

and maybe, just maybe

last year I was poor 

enough to earn a refund

which would bring

a wry smile.

Saturday, April 15, 2023

On The First Night of Seder

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On the first night of seder

The wind was howling outside,

The children fell into their seats

The youngest tried to hide.


She's the one given the task

Of posing the four questions,

Like why this night we eat the matzah 

So hard on the digestion.


Blessings said, the seder leader 

Called her name out loud,

We checked beneath the tablecloth

She was nowhere to be found.


We sat and sat, stared at each other

By the minute we grew old,

We better find her pretty soon  

Or the story will never get told. 


A search party was organized 

To scour each room and closet,

They didn't miss a single corner 

Like they were looking for chometz.   


Outside the wind blew stronger

Freezing rain thickly coated the trees,

Branches bent from the icy weight

And snapped into the streets.


Cars were crushed, roads were blocked

And powerlines were cut,

Plunging us all into darkness

And Bubbie cried, Now what?

 

Got in himmel it's as if the plagues

Are happening for real,

It's not enough to tell the story

He wants us to know how it feels.


I reached over to my eldest child

And hugged her just in her case,

The signs and wonders we read about

Were visiting this place.

 

Just then we heard a knock at the door

And someone called for the messiah,

We all stood up, our legs atremble 

Because we knew it was Elijah.


The seder leader went to the door

Taking with him a lit candle, 

Saying a prayer to the Almighty

He twisted and pulled the handle.


There stood the youngest, wet and cold

We gasped, like we'd witnessed an omen,

In her hand she held half a matzah 

And said, 'See, I found the Afikoman'.


[based on true events, Montreal, April 6, 2023]

Wednesday, April 12, 2023

What does it say

What does it say 

that few people spend their time 

reading poetry these days, 

but they can't get enough 

of something called TikTok? 

Friday, April 7, 2023

The Governor of Florida

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How can we save Disney World? It's come to that. Proof that some people will try to kill anything that's good in this life. The Governor of Florida has vindictively decided to take control of the Reedy Creek Improvement District, which is like a fiefdom run by Disney Corporation for the last 56 years - whose Board of Directors controls the roads, construction permits, fire services, security, building codes, water services and waste collection, tax collection, and municipal debt - because without absolute control over everything, Disney World can't be Disney World, the 'Happiest Place on Earth'. In Disney World you never see overflowing garbage cans, shit-stained clogged public toilets, trash in the streets or homeless people. There's no inner-city housing or gang violence, and they don't have guns, open-carry or concealed (the only thing that's concealed are the tasks done by the maintenance staff. The garbage vanishes as if by magic). In Disney World music is heard everywhere and a hundred and fifty thousand people a day stand in line calmly to buy their tickets for the rides - not like those immigrants who clammer to get in illegally at the southern border, hop the fence, ford the river. The folks come from all over the planet, every race and religion, and they stand patiently in line to see the shows, the song and dance numbers in Pocahontas and Aladdin. In Disney World you feel secure, and when you are accosted it's by a giant Mickey and Minnie Mouse, or Goofy, and all they want from you is a hug, and to take a photo. In Disney World there's no drug dealing in the streets, no prostitution or child-trafficking. There's no teen-suicide, no disappointment. Now the Governor of Florida is interfering. He's fucking up the happiest place on Earth, because some people aren't happy until everyone else is unhappy. The news these days is all about who you can piss off and how long you can keep them pissed off. And it's working. So fuck you Governor of Florida. I'm pissed off. And not because I've ever been to the Magic Kingdom, but because like America, which was once great and isn't anymore, Disney World will never be the same again, and now I'll never be able to go. Congratulations Governor of Florida. You've won. You've managed to ruin the only great thing left about America. You've managed to get us all anxious and angry. You're Scar and Jafar, Gaston and Prince Hans all rolled into one.

Friday, March 31, 2023

Random Thoughts: Cooperation and Consciousness and Time

Competition vs. Cooperation: the biological imperative

In Darwin's formulation of his ideas about evolution and natural selection, what did he mean by the phrase 'survival of the fittest' and particularly, what is meant by 'fittest'? The phrase was first used by biologist Herbert Spencer who meant it to describe the way species are adaptive to their particular environments. This conception carried through to Darwin, who was trying to account for the implications of the variation in physical attributes in species of fauna and flora. Darwin's ideas have proven extremely durable and wide-ranging, and have been applied in both the physical and social sciences. 

We use the term 'Darwinian' coloquially to describe 'competitiveness' and relate it to an 'only the strongest survive' notion. The reality of evolution and natural selection is quite different. In fact,  physical strength, being fleet of foot, or ferociousness, tends to have little bearing on the prospects for survival. Dinosaurs were some of the biggest, strongest, most aggressive creatures that ever walked the Earth and we know what happened to them. The list of endangered species is a veritable Who's Who of large, powerful, fast, ferocious animals. In reality, the most successful creatures, in terms of adaptive capacity, hence the 'fittest', have been some of the least aggressive, and often the physically weakest, most fragile, but also most socially cooperative species. Here one can think of domesticated animals like cows, pigs and dogs (cats), insects such as ants, and of course, the apex species of them all homosapiens. The secret sauce of their fitness for survival is the ability to work together with their own species and other species, not to compete with them, but in cooperation. As Yuval Noah Harari has reminded us, it's the ability to organize in large groups that has been the most effective strategy for endurance. It stands to reason therefore that all the attributes and traits we possess that enhance our ability to cooperate, would win the day, in a Darwinian sense. We have evolved intellectually, biologically and genetically to be the most cooperative possible, not the most individually competitive.

Competition hinges on identifying and taking advantage of individual differences (physical, intellectual, emotional etc.) by enhancing our own strengths relative to our competitor's weaknesses. It's the basis of every sport ever played, and every war ever waged. It's also the basis of the Capitalist free-market system. Cooperation engenders the opposite. It depends on acknowledging similarities and optimizing those to achieve mutual benefit. The essence of cooperation is finding commonality in order to promote and solidify connection. Homosapien's are king because no other species compares to us in terms of our capacity to find common ground and mutual self-interest, and to work together. This involves our ability to conceptualize and theorize, to associate ideas and establish interpersonal connections by sharing ideas. We’ve developed mass economic and political systems based on agreed-upon rules, concepts and values. Related to this, no other species has anywhere near our capacity to communicate, which is the means to organize ourselves by sharing objectives, desires, values, ideas and narratives (meaning), to plan ahead and imagine a future. The implications and ramifications of these cooperation attributes are monumental in terms of being 'fit' to survive.

Competition vs. Cooperation : the historical dynamic of human relations toward cooperation

Of course, society engenders a combination of cooperative and competitive practices and interactions. We cooperate in organized groups with the expressed purpose to compete. But as the big picture of human history shows, we are increasingly moving away from competition and toward cooperation. When the world was dominated by tribes and clans, small groups competed for scarce resources to survive. The progress of civilization is a story about the formation of larger and larger social, political, and economic entities, which make resources more accessible and plentiful to more and more people. This has culminated in the modern nation-state, and in our times, a global system of economic cooperation and political order based on international law. Of course, nation states still compete, and sometimes descend into outright conflict both internally and externally (usually marked by a return to a type of tribalism). But the brutal struggle that characterized early societies has generally given way to modern institutions and the rule of law, which is the very essence of broad cooperation. Darwin's contemporary Karl Marx had a sense of this in his conception of history. His description of class warfare and the struggle over the means of production as the engine of history can be viewed as emphasizing the competitiveness in human beings, producing social alienation and economic disadvantage. Marx argued that inevitably there would be a reckoning in violent revolution that would result in the replacement of a political and economic order based on competitiveness and inequality (Capitalism) with one based on cooperation, absolute equality and a total absence of social conflict (Communism). One of the criticisms of Marx's theory is that he did not account for conflicts that inevitably arise within society given human nature. Nonetheless, his thinking illustrates an appreciation for the importance of understanding human history as essentially the movement away from competition and increasingly toward a society without conflict, in other words  'absolute' cooperation.          

Cooperation, The Properties of Consciousness, the Human Brain and its Relationship to Time

So what do Darwin, Marx and the dynamic between competition and cooperation have to do with an understanding of the nature of consciousness?

In an earlier post I talked about defining consciousness as the cognitive place where we generate meaning. I also posted a crude diagram attempting to show consciousness and its relationship to our perception of time. In both cases, consciousness is the cognitive domain where information and sensations are formed and connected to generate meaning. But the crucial element, the connective tissue as it were, is time. When I talk about time I mean the three distinct components from which it is composed, namely past-present-future. It is with the addition of time that we can begin to understand how the notion of consciousness is related to natural selection.

I will begin by making two observations about the nature consciousness: 

1. Consciousness is not uniform, it has levels, from lower to higher. The levels of consciousness are inwardly experienced and alterable, as well as outwardly demonstrable and observable.

2. The levels of consciousness are distinguishable by the way time is perceived. Consciousness and the capacity to perceive and connect past-present-future are inextricable.

It's a fundamental property of consciousness that it has levels. People experience different levels of consciousness, and different life forms have different levels of consciousness, from lower to higher. Consciousness can be impaired, by illness or infirmity. People who have fallen into a coma do not have the same level of conciousness as they had before, and when they come out of the coma report no sense of the passage of time. In colloquial terms we often talk of 'consciousness raising' experiences by which we typically mean an insight into the 'Big Picture' ie. awareness that all of nature is interdependent and interconnected, that human beings are part of nature and therefore connected to one another, that the universe is ‘one’ etc. The use of psychedelics are often described as 'consciousness-raising', because boundaries seem to vanish, and a state of egolessness experienced. All of this speaks to the nature of consciousness, the aspiration of unity/harmony and its psychological relationship to cooperativeness.

All living (metabolizing) creatures have some level of consciousness, but none as advanced as homosapiens. In the animal kingdom, we can observe that some creatures have consciousness, but they operate almost purely from instinct, like reptiles and fish, while other creatures, like mammals operate with a greater level of consciousness. Animals that are instinctive rely on individualistic fight or flight (reflex) mechanisms to survive. Animals that are higher up on the ladder of evolution, have more sophisticated survival approaches encorporating cooperative strategies. The reason for this is that they have a more developed consciousness with a greater capacity to make conceptual connections. And it's a feedback loop, the more successful we are at exercising our cooperativeness, the more developed our consciousness becomes. Furthermore, most animals operate almost completely with the limbic brain and exist exclusively in the present moment. They have very limited sense of the past (memory), which is why they have limited capacity to learn, and no sense at all of the future, because the future is purely speculative and abstract. For this reason animals do not have a sense of death, even when they witness it. 

Brain evolution is clearly associated with levels of consciousness as well as how time is perceived. Lower (reptilian) brain function can be understood as operating entirely in the present, while the Limbic (mammalian) brain possesses some capacity for memory and functions with a sense of the past. Only the human brain, the neocortex, operates with the capacity to conceptualize the future, and operates in a way that connects all three components of time. It's this unique three-level complexity, reptilian-mamalian-neocortex, present-past-future, lower-middle-higher consciousness that has allowed human beings to optimize cooperative strategies for survival. Commensurate with this tremendous cognitive advantage, this capacity has enabled humans to develop language. In this way language can be understood as simply the cognitive systematic modality by which we organize the observable and conceivable world into past-present-future.

A further brief word about language to illustrate the point about its importance as a cognitive modality that conveys a sense of time. Music is often described as a pure 'language' partly because of the 'stripped-down' way it marks the three facets of time (past-present-future) and connects them directly with our emotions. In this sense, music is a language that makes no reference to the physical world (except perhaps obliquely, metaphorically). It possesses no conceptual content, until words are added. This is what I mean by language as a 'cognitive modality'. Without time, there is no music, no language. 

3-Part Brain, 3 Components of Time, 3 Levels of Consciousness, and Moral-Religious Teachings and Metaphysics

Levels of consciousness and the three-part brain, are inextricably associated with the capacity to perceive past-present-future. As explained, only the homosapien brain comprises all three, and only the human mind possesses the higher level of consciousness associated with future-thinking. The argument is that this unique capacity evolved in a fashion described by Darwin. 

This notion of higher consciousness is consistent with western spiritual teachings and conceptions of spiritual unity, the oneness of God, and extends to moral teachings meant to promote cooperation, using terms like lovingkindness, compassion and personal modesty. It goes without saying that the ultimate moral teaching of the western tradition, the so-called Golden Rule that begins "Do unto others..." is associated with breaking down the moral and ethical boundaries between individuals. In this respect, there is nothing metaphysical about consciousness, it is simply our adaptive capacity to optimize our abilities to cooperate. It's Darwinian and utilitarian. It serves a purpose. Conversely, it's also consistent with religious teachings about the nature evil and the origin of sin, which is essentially a by-product of alienation and disconnection from humankind, and punishable by being cast-out from home and community, which, in ancient society was tantamount to a death sentence. The similarities to Eastern religious and mystical traditions and teachings related to the notions of achieving ego-death, are self-evident. Our emotions reflect the 'rightness' or 'goodness' of these teachings, including our need for individual validation, which is at base the acknowledgement from others that we are acceptable and accepted, and perhaps most significantly our sense of what 'love' is, the penultimate expression (idealization) of a sense of cooperation.    

None of this is metaphysical. Everything described above can be discerned empirically and understood as our evolving cognitive capacities to optimize cooperation with one another to ensure survival. Our feelings, our sense of meaning, our moral-religious teaching, and our consciousness are all moving in the same direction, towards optimizing cooperative strategies, in spiritual lingo 'unity and harmony' with nature, because survival in nature also means survival of nature. We do not live in nature, we are nature. Our survival is nature's survival, and the converse is also true. There is no separation between mind and nature (materiality). Consciousness is part and parcel of physical existence and operates in concert with it. 

Wednesday, March 29, 2023

A Poem Written For You

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For Annetta, March 28, 2023


I live in my head

It can't be denied

In the story I tell myself

I am both narrator and protagonist

When I talk I am mostly

Talking to myself

When I fight I am mostly

Fighting with myself

When I laugh I am mostly

Laughing at myself

The loop is closed

With a hole in the center.


And yet there are moments

I can be drawn out

Like water from a deep well

By earthquakes and disease 

By famine and floods

By bombs dropping 

On apartment buildings and hospitals

By elementary school shootings 

The incomprehensible cruelty 

Human beings inflict daily 

On one another 

The unnecessary hardships

And arbitary misfortunes people suffer

We witness without turning away.


Also, the beauty of the world

Pulls me out of myself at times

The drum of thunder and flash of lightning 

The colour and scent of blossoms

The melody of birdsong in spring

The moist soil of a forest trail

Sunshine cutting through branches

Venus, Jupiter, Saturn and Mars

I must always point out

In the cold black vastness of night.


The example of your kindness and care

Does it to me too

The lunch I eat at my office desk

The phone call to your mom

Every morning at 8

The homemade soup you ladle out 

Into plastic containers

Sealed with rubber bands

The breads and biscuits you bake 

Too much for just us.


And my love for you

Brings me out of hiding

Makes me want to be fully present 

To listen, really listen

Without formulating an answer

Before you've finished speaking

Without evaluation or judgment 

Because no one knows

If they are getting it right.

 

From the day we met

We've been making it up  

As we went along

A path littered with give and take 

Like this poem 

Written for you

About me.

Saturday, March 25, 2023

Tell Time

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His wristwatch is the athletic kind,

heavy chrome,

thick black rubber strap,

waterproof to 100 meters,

seems like a chore to lug around.


Do you dive? I ask,

surmising the answer.


We are standing in line 

at the bank waiting for a teller

because the ATM screen says

"Temporarily Out of Order."


He looks up 

as if he'd just heard 

a bubble pop,

takes a yawning breath.


I like the style, he says.


There's a box 

of my old wristwatches

somewhere in a closed drawer. 

I'd worn them proudly.

Sporty ones and elegant ones

rectangular with gold roman numerals 

and leather bands, Japanese-made

silver ones with numberless faces 

that lock to the wrist with a snap

like handcuffs.


I think of buildings

with clocks built into them

before anyone carried 

personal timepieces

when we walked in the streets

with heads lifted,

 

and classroom clocks

moon-like and gray above 

the teacher

that made a 50-minute lesson 

feel like days, 

springtime's window slightly ajar 

chirping in the bushes,

the shrieks of friends in the yard 

at early recess,

the jealousy -


I remember learning

to tell time

that first intimation 

of my own power.


The watch doesn't actually work, he offers,

battery needs changing but

I'm too lazy,

holds up fingers

like a wilting flower

to show me

dial hands

       

motionless.


My heart pounds.


We're all just clocks, I say,

waiting for the alarm

to go off.


Next!